I have become obsessed with the fact that I have been TTC since September 2010 with no luck. Well I did have some luck in October of 2010 but that was short lived and resulted in a miscarriage (D&C) in November of 2010. My recent guilty pleasure has brought me to infertility blogs. In a strange way it brings me comfort ~ I am not alone in my heart ache. Even thought I do not know these other women I feel like we share a slight similarity. I don’t think that anyone in my real life understands how I feel. I still feel as if everyone else is able to move on with life but I am stuck. It has been 5 months since my loss and my heart still aches. I will continue to ache until I am blessed with another so today I am starting my own journal. I figure this will help me document and keep track of my “symptoms” and hopefully help me understand my own body better which in turn will help me become pregnant.
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